My perception is skewed by my constant need to prove that no one else can validate me.
Only I have the power to validate my feelings or my actions.
But still I cry as the turmoil fights inside (I know that sounds cliché, but fuck it).
I painfully see the errors in my ways and it will take a force of nature for me to change.
None will pass my way, as I defend myself against the world.
I will never play the role of the weak.
I will always prove that I am no meeker than the strongest of beings.
My mind runs over me and tramples emotions that lay helplessly before my path towards emotional growth.
I don’t know what to do, and I stumble through uncharted territories.
All I know is my mind is wide and my heart is deep.
And my eyes betray me when I react shallowly, defending myself against the world.